Although she constantly looks like she’s got it all together, [lastfm link_type="artist_info"]Jennifer Lopez[/lastfm] is just like the rest of us (Minus the added 0′s at the end of #’s in the bank.)  She said she really didn’t know if she had the energy to come back to Idol.

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I know, you’re probably like me & thinkin “She just sits there & says she likes or doesn’t like someone’s performance!?” but I believe that she wasn’t sure what she’d do.

I’m betting the reportedly HEFTY pay raise helped in her decision to return to the show though. But by the Idol finale, she was dealing with the end of her marriage and said: “I got a little bit tired at the end with everything going on in my life at the time.”

Once she had time to step back & reflect, she admitted that Idol was one of the best things she’d ever been involved with and re-signed for another season.